我敬爱的她

前天我才知道..这个消息..
我妈妈生病了...
她为了不要让我担心..
在我们面前都讲,没事..

可是..她那一天因为血压太高...进了医院..
就是那一天..我心血来潮的打电话给她..跟她聊天..
可是都没人接..
不久.我姐姐才打回来跟我说..
妈妈因为血压过高.晕倒了..进了院..

那一刹哪...我的眼泪不停的流..
我的大喊..也该不住我的心痛..
我真得很怕..
我不想失去它们..
他们都是我最爱的亲人..

姐姐让我跟妈妈讲话.
可是我一听到,我妈的声音..我忍不住哭了..
妈妈说不要哭..叫我别担心..
你都生病了怎样叫我不担心呢?
我还没让你享福..
还没带你到处旅游..
你要快快好起来..
我还要吃你住的饭菜..
我想念你的汤..
我喜欢跟你讲电话..
我下个月,就快回了啊..我要看到你健健康康的..

对不起.. 那时候我不是特地让你听到我的哭声..我真的太担心了...
我的家人瞒住我因为不想我担心..
我是你们的一分子啊...
他们要我专心读书..
我已经长大了啊..
不用操心..
我不再是以前的那样无知..

妈啊~我好像跟你闲聊..
你要多多休息..
快点好起来..

我爱你.. 我的妈妈..

我

忙碌的生活..

Last week is a busy week for me :D
working for Time's roadshow wednesday till friday.

i damn love this job, damn senang lo :D
and i quite like my supervisor also, he is a funny fello owes suddenly said :Fxxx... haha....
a bit rude la~ but he quite nice and funny guy. happy work v him but i din take pic v him...






Saturday my lovely babe dear bring me go for Jc Birthday Celebration..

when he concentrate driving but im busying take picture!!
i want keep all my sweet memory with him ^m^



We having our dinner at Mid Valley "Italiannies"

I DAMN love their Pizza..
So tasty :)

After we finished our dinner,we going our 2nd round at Bangsa South, S'mores??

but the birthday boy din drunk that night although drink many shots..
S'mores, birthday package drinks got many pattern .. damn nice ^^

2am? the cafe want closed already........................ that's all for my last week..
both of us face look cham already :)

Good night people, i gonna studying and finish assignment at this week.
Next week i'm got job again ^^ thanks stephanie intro me yea love u babe..

懒洋洋的一天

一起身,感觉很无奈..有点说不出来..是天气太热了吗?
今天我上传了一些旧的照片上面子书..
是怀念还是腼腆着过去?
听到周杰伦的旧歌~它让我感觉苦苦的!!!

难过
是因为闷了很久
是因为想了太多
是心理起了作用
你说
苦笑常常陪著你
在一起有点勉强
该不该现在休了我
不想太多
我想一定是我听错弄错搞错
拜托
我想是你的脑袋有问题
随便说说
其实我早已经猜透看透不想多说
只是我怕眼泪撑不住
不懂
你的黑色幽默
想通
却又再考倒我
说散
你想很久了吧
我不想拆穿你
当作
是你开的玩笑
想通
却又再考倒我
说散
你想很久了吧
败给你的黑色幽默
我的认真败给黑色幽默
不想太多
我想一定是我听错弄错搞错
拜托
我想是你的脑袋有问题
随便说说
其实我早已经猜透看透不想多说
只是我怕眼泪撑不住
不懂
你的黑色幽默
想通
却又再考倒我
说散
你想很久了吧
我不想拆穿你
当作
是你开的玩笑
想通
却又再考倒我
说散
你想很久了吧
败给你的黑色幽默
我的认真败给黑色幽默
说散
你想很久了吧
我的认真败给黑色幽默

到底

黑色幽默

是

么东东??

我只知道... 我的心情就象这首歌...

Movie night..

Hooray !! Long long time din go out for movie ady..
every time oso dl at home oni..usual do this since i boring!!(be use it!!)

2012 is a nice movie wad..
but since d movie start..i think i slpt half an hour..hehe..Damn tired!!

Somemore today my dear give me a special lovely feeling to me..
Even he got nothing..but i trust our future will be better than now!! i TRUST it!!

I swear it~ my heart and my eye oni saw him..
my tears oni drop for him..hehe..

ulala~ Starting crazy d..Just reached home ><... damn freaking tired

Hope tmr will be a good day to me..

Praise god hope tmr no rain!!

Good night to all frenS!!

.. day by bay

Life is riddle..
u can't guess what will happen at future..

I am just a ordinary girl,sometimes will show some silly ..
But sometimes i will got bad temper.. so my pity bf have to bear it. he is pressure man!! ><

Everyday also same day to me. can describe as BoRinG.

Sometimes i always imagine how good if time can turn back.
If can,I wish i can continue study(this will come true soon).
But i m waste my 2 year for work and earn money.no choice..
but i like kl life although i not much of friend here.

20 years old already..but i still cant see my future.
what should i do and plan to do after 20 years old?
not much of time left for me.
time also wont stop running for me.
I should cheers up for myself.
Everything will getting better!!

God,sometime i face prob i will praise to u..i wish i can solve all prob i face.
Even no ppl lend his hand to me.. I can do it alone

10 months i relationship v him.
everything is great..hehe( sometime argue make me fan 99)
but,my heart full contain his love ^^

thanks dear.
i love u.

Friends~

i still hav 2 more months oni back to hometown..Miss them so much
i like to gossip2 v them. Drinks and eat.. jogging.. go to pub to Drunk !!!

hoho..Seems tht i long time din crazy with them..

today posting just follow by my feeling.. that's all for today..

are we lost?

dear.. even the feeling is difference d..so what can i do?
the time is cant turn back..everything is reality for me that what happened at 7th NOV

i never said tht i let u go or give up this relationship.

never!!!

I still d same person who care u most.
love u most
Scare lose u
Worry u thinking too much
Dear..since u told me
u stare the ceiling but u thinking nothing.
i scare u think at wrong position d.
everything still same
nothing changed at all
my love all toward to u
Dear
I really love U
i don't know how many times i told u tht i love u

I like ur hug
I like u hold my hand
Even u r not perfect to other
but u are special to me